[(^@^)]

whenever i unconsciously utter “i need someone to fix me” i always ended up slapping my own face.

i prefer to see myself as a self-sufficient lady. i’d rather not be dependent to somebody else to fix me. therefore i choose not to ask for help.

co-dependency is  for losers, i don’t want to be one.

however, i always have this fear. 

i’m afraid if i can’t do it. afraid that i don’t have what it takes to make it. 

i’m afraid that i can’t fix myself.